Friday, December 10, 2010

How it went

Hello guys! :D

Like I said before, me and my friend Alice got drunk, and went to school today, and it was awesome! :D
From 8 to 12 we didn't do anything but sit on Facebook xD And after that we had gymnatics. I'm not really in to sports, but it was a fun day :P
We had this teacher named Daniel, and he is very good at basket. First I had to play football with two girls from my class, against 3 girls from 8th grade (By the way, I'm in 9th grade) and our team won big time, even tough one of my team mates didn't play at all, she was just standing there.
After that I should play basket with my class (I really love my class :P) There are a lot of boys in my class, and of course they didn't want me on there team, just because I'm a girl.
I'm really not that much into sports, but I actually love to play basket, I just only do it with my friend, Alice. So my class didn't really think that I was any good at it, because I had never really played with them before. So the team I got on, tought that they where gonna loose. Because I where the only girl to play basket.
But then I showed them, I really kicked ass, and my team won :D
All the boys started to call me mini-Daniel, because, like I said before, Daniel is really good at basket xD

But the best thing today was actually under the basket game, at a time I had the ball. Them the guy that I have a crush on, we all call him Snico by the way, he was always standing guard for me (He where on the other team) and like smiling to me. It really reminded me of the old days because he hold his arms around me, trying to get the ball. :I

I wanna tell you a little something about me and Snico :D (who is also my best friend BTW xD)
He had a big crush on me when we where little, I actually think that he loved me from 2nd grade to 7th grade, where I also started to like him a little, so we got together. But he had never had a real girlfriend, so he wouldn't kiss me or anything, he was a little afraid, and I just wouldn't wait untill he had grown up, so I broke up with him after 10 months.
Then about a year later I had some problems, and I was very sad a lot of the time, so he would take care of me, and take me out for long walks in the middle of the night when I was sad. I could really see that he had grown up since the before, so I started to like him again, and I told him that, but he said that he didn't love me anymore. But then one night were we where out, he kissed me, and I thought that he had changes his mind, and that he liked me again, so I asked him about it a couple of days later, and he just said no we're only friends, and we will never be anything more. And that really crushed me, I got so sad I started cutting myself.
I really miss those days we were together, I love him so much, and I really wanna be with him again, but I blew it all :'(
And he's just confusing me a lot, because sometimes he is really sweet to me and all that stuff, nut them other times, he really hurts me by doing things to other girls and stuff like that.
I actually thinks that he still loves me, but is just afraid to admit it, well that's what I hope. I think I really crushed him that time I broke up with him, and maybe he's afraid that's what's gonna happen again.

That's all for now folks xD See ya.

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